My girlfriend said that she needs to see a psychologist about my future job as a teacher. Because the thought of me talking about my job makes her want to kill herself… I can’t do anything right. She said that if she can’t get over this torment of 23 years that we won’t make it or something. So I think she said that if she can’t get over me being a teacher she’ll break up with me. Idk who to talk to about this. I don’t know what to say to her. She says this hurts her but she doesn’t understand how badly I am hurt by this. If I say anything that I’m hurt to her she shuts me down, like how dare I feel hurt by what I’m doing to her or something. Help please.
He left a hole in my heart,
a hole in a promise
and a hole on the side of my bed,
but now that he’s gone well, life carries on
and I miss him like a hole in the head.
I had a dream last night that I quit my job, in fact, I yelled “fuck you! I quit!!!” at my manager… this is too big of sign to ignore. I need a new job.