I’m a bad student because I’m not interested enough in actually doing work.
"Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it’s over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love."
I always thought I had simple ideals of life and how I live it. I want things to be easy so I try not to make anything more complex than it needs to be. I try not to step on toes or make enemies. I have always wanted to be peaceful. more and more I am becoming frustrated with myself because I feel like I am straying from my own ideals and am adjusting too much to fit in with someone else’s. It’s frustrating and I am getting closer and closer to failing everything I am… I want to have fun and be a 22 year old, I don’t need too much responsibility, I’m hardly an adult.
When do you become an adult? is it when you let yourself? is it when you tell your self you are everyday and you just buy into the idea of it? I haven’t found one time yet that I can say I am an adult. What’s worse is that I have no longing to become an adult.